I think it is a curse to feel things strongly. To not be able to
do something without investing your entire being in it. I know the process of
building walls but once I allow someone through those doors, I don’t know how
not to let myself be affected by them. How not to give everything I have, every
thought, every moment and want a few in return.
I candidly wish that I knew how to merely float through life,
without being affected by it. To love without wanting to be loved as ardently
in return. To give attention without seeking it. I wish I were unmoved. Not so
completely involved. I wish things or people did not affect me like they do. Or
if that is asking the impossible, I wish I were smart enough to make-believe so
without the truth reflecting on my face and in my words.
Rab Rakha!!!!!
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